Helen

Want to write something but
my pen refused to smile
Need to shout at my pain but
 my mouth is glued by my own giult

One bad choice A lifetime to worry
Turns your life upside down turvy
 Karma you hurt like a bullet
You twist!you Turn! twitch my fate

Piers my skin like the bite of  the cobra
Rip your heart out that you wish u were in a coma
Darkeness conquered the light that shined
Mirror  proved my wounds had darkened


Hopeless heartless hectic human
 Once a princess Empress Diva Angel
I been called names way too many
I had an Eden biult for just me

All that is gone like the smoke from a chimney
All that is left is regret and tears
Lifeless corpse a walking misery
 Still surviving the world that live by flattery

Make no mistake am no hero
I am not the Orpheus that searched for his Euripides
I  am the helen  who left her fortunes
 And settled for the lust of a mere mortal.....




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