Devils Odd finger

When Canara bank the only friend  Who wishes you happy birthday!  the only calls u get on you phone  Is from costumer care! ur too afraid to put a mirror in ur room  Which makes u realise that he is the only one u speak to all day You are not lonely till you stop crying since no one cares  Stop buying clothes since no one stares  Stop checking ur phone since no one calls   Have a big bank balance with no one to spends   Nothing kills you like loneliness  Not the summer heat,  not the poison  Not the tsunamis and not the earthquakes  Not even the words that come out of witches mouth Loneliness is when u refuse to die  Not coz u want to live but u know no one notices 

He roams around the silent  streets to the Ocean of infinity He laughs, he cries He urge every passenger hiding the hurt in his eyes... He belongs to this world Yet no one is his to hold Mirrors were never his best friend The colours of the rainbow doesn't converge in his eyes ... His voice is not clear as a cuckoo bird His feet burns as he walks in a fiery sun... Through every blackened cloud  he tries to find the- Fugitive moonlight He even hear a gentle  murmer in the soundless stirring of the wind He could gaze a  gentle lizards moment in the utmost sleeps  He is the tryisis He is the ancient mariner... He is you, he is me...

My expired tears  carried safely  like kohinoor the cold hearted wind finally reaches  another inevitable  December .... December  you too are going to  run away... Before ur footsteps get dissolved in the sand I must confess  am in love with u..... You are the fire in which memories dies You are the Phoenix through  which hopes are born ... When my heart burn with my scars of yesterdays... I have so much more to write in ur naked chest ...  Carry my heartaches, carry my worries   Make me a pencil give me a rubber I want to rewrite the story of my life......

Staring at the mirror I saw someone Someone who hides the scars in his soul Yet he is someone who is me..... I walked through the wasteland Loosing  my heart on the way I was the accident that was never meant to happen Life was the puzzle I failed to complete Wild were my desires that  got crushed before I could dream I was the product that expired before being used Be like my neighbour, be like my brother Fit in to this world and don't be a Sisyphus The words I heard since I saw the sunlight All I could say is I am me.... I was the clown who made the tummy dance The extra one in a movie set My wings were clipped, my mouth was tied I was the robot with a stranger holding the remote.... When the kalchakhara turns I will fade away Eaten by vultures or fed to the stray dogs Lucky If I get a tombstone of my own Words be misspelled as " man who never existed"....

There a came a girl who glided in like a fairy  She blossomed the daffodils in my heart. Feed it with  fountain of love and ever lasting care Made sure it will stay that way like the garden of Eden HEr voice is like the music of Apollo Separates my soul from the transfixed soul Take me through the paradise of Dande Life is a Dream and She is  my drug. Our love is self sacrificing like a candle Though it burns it spreads light I have no brass in my pocket to built a Taj Mahal for her But through my poetry I will make thousands of them. Monuments gets destroyed by floods But you will remain immortal in my lines Till the wind stop blowing Till time stops moving....